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Post by iowjim on Sept 28, 2009 14:45:24 GMT
I’m researching the life of Justin Fashanu for a biography and will shortly be visiting Torquay to go through the old newspapers and do a couple of interviews. But I’m also really interested to hear the memories, opinions and anecdotes of fans.
If you’ve been around long enough to remember that time please post your thoughts here or email me at jimread2001@btinternet.com . Either way I’m really interested to hear from you.
Someone on the torquayunited.net message board advised me this would be a good place to post.
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Post by Dave on Sept 28, 2009 15:36:15 GMT
Hi, iowjim
I'm sure there will be plenty on here who will have some good memories to tell, we have two top history men and so many with great knowledge,who I'm sure will put something on this thread, when they are next on.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2009 19:55:44 GMT
I've emailed Jim pointing him in the direction of two articles which appeared in When Saturday Comes describing Justin Fashanu's time at Plainmoor.
All these years later it's still a chilling thought that - whilst we were at Leyton Orient on 2 May 1998 - one of our former players was taking his own life just a few streets away.
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Post by ohtobeatplainmoor on Sept 28, 2009 20:49:59 GMT
Indeed Barton. It totally overshadowed what by itself would have been just a plain old crap day but not a disappointment out of the ordinairy for a TUFC supporter. I think it put that day in perspective for me - football can kick you in the teeth as a fan, but when someone is desperate as poor Justin to take his own life it pales all of that into insignificance.
I try not just to think of the tragedy that poor Justin's life was. I remember a lot of smiles on the pitch even though we had a relegation to what is now League 2 and a relegation battle the following season. We gave some wretched team performances, but Fash could always pull-out a moment of class, although he sometimes received the wrath of the expectant support who perhaps perceived that he wasn't trying.
He was I guess equally cursed and blessed - a difficult start in life by being adopted after his parents split and father returned to Nigeria without him and John but had the talent to be a £1m footballer. I expect there was a massive burden to be able to live-up to being the first black £1m footballer and to be a role-model to many aspiring youngsters - but to have to keep the secret of his sexuality due to the very macho nature that professional football probably is must have been something that weighed even more heavily upon hisw shoulders.
I'm a big Clough fan but hearing some of the things he said about Justin during his time at Forest (and afterwards) really make me wince. I think that he needed to have someone put their arm round him to nurture him, rather than the "hairdrier treatment" that he seemed to receive.
He had a mixed time at Plainmoor, if I recall. He certainly scored a good few goals and was a real menance. Perhaps if we had a fully-fit Justin Fashanu from the start of the 91/92 season then perhaps we would have got those few extra points that would have kept us up. He scored those couple of goals (the WBA goal just after Christmas) and I believe the NYD winner against Exeter. Both goals coming in-front of sizeable away supports that soon faced stunned silence after his decisive notches - especially given the amount of stick that they gave him.
He seemed to have a very good relationship with Mike Bateson (for the benefit of iowjim he was our Chairman who I imagine that would be on your list of people to speak to), although perhaps after he threw his hat in the ring for the role of player manager it was bound to result in his departure.
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Post by Jon on Sept 28, 2009 21:54:49 GMT
I've emailed Jim pointing him in the direction of two articles which appeared in When Saturday Comes describing Justin Fashanu's time at Plainmoor. They're not up in Cyberspace are they? i couldn't see them here: www.wsc.co.uk/content/view/615/36/Scans please - if you have the author's permission.
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Post by Jon on Sept 28, 2009 22:00:53 GMT
I'm a big Clough fan but hearing some of the things he said about Justin during his time at Forest (and afterwards) really make me wince. Indeed. I am fascinated by Clough, love his philosophy of football and share many of his views on life, but the way he treated Fash was an absolute disgrace. I am surprised that a man so highly principled in certain respects was such an awful homophobe. I suppose a lot of his values were unashamedly "old fashioned". Old fashioned values have good points and bad points.
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Post by merse on Sept 29, 2009 3:13:46 GMT
All these years later it's still a chilling thought that - whilst we were at Leyton Orient on 2 May 1998 - one of our former players was taking his own life just a few streets away. His body was found hanging in a lock up under the railway arches of Fairchild Place EC2, not a ten minute walk from where his lesser known brother Phil worked in the Mildmay Mission caring for AIDS, drink and drug dependent sufferers..........................a short walk indeed, but a million miles from the great days. Justin R.I.P.
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Post by iowjim on Sept 29, 2009 7:46:34 GMT
Thanks for your contributions and I hope there are more to come.
I have the articels Nick House wrote for When Saturday Comes.
I do want to interview Mike Bateson. Anyone know how I can contact him?
I was inerested in Merse saying that Phillip Fashanu worked with AIDs patients becaue I have no sense that he was supportive of Justin as a gay man but this suggests he may have been. I'm interested to know your source of information and anything else you know about Phillip.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2009 6:35:07 GMT
Here are the two articles I was invited to write about Justin Fashanu. The first appeared in the April 1992 edition of When Saturday Comes so would probably have been written towards the end of February 1992, a month or two after Justin Fashanu made his debut for us in December 1991. I believe this article also appeared in another magazine a few months later. Reading it today, it's strange to be reminded - through my own words - of things I'd largely forgotten: The second one appeared in the April 1993 edition (wrongly titled April 1992 on the cover), following Fashanu's departure in January 1993. It was a pleasant surprise to be asked to provide a follow-up to the original.
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Post by joebarlow on Oct 5, 2009 23:36:00 GMT
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Post by merse on Oct 6, 2009 3:28:47 GMT
Those are excellent, quality contributions to this thread Joe and essential; studied reading for anyone wishing to add their view. Peter Tatchel has always been an educated, reasoned and informed contributor to "Gay Matters" and both his and the piece by Brian Deer underline the huge chasm between the portrayed world of the Christian Pentecostal movement as they wish it to be seen and the reality of their self proclaimed and bigoted view on life that they are only too ready to inflict on others. Believe me, to be both gay AND black in the East End of London (and many other opinionated and "pre-informed" communities) is a massive burden to bare amongst one's own culture, family and religion. IF Justin was also the subject of blackmail (and I say IF because only he and the named "victim" of his alleged assault really knew) had all those debts piled up against him, had been publicly rejected by his blood brother and damned by his cultural elders and religious peers, there really wasn't anywhere that he felt he could go except to that grimy little lock up under the railway arch and end his life in the most painful and slowly tortuous way. To hang oneself by electrical flex, would have been a drawn out and extremely painful way to die; to find someone who had inflicted themselves of that end would be a traumatic and messy experience......................no peaceful gently swinging body, "at rest at last" but a vomit, blood and excrement soiled mess, cold with death and rigid with rigor mortise. Do not snigger at the ignorant, bully boy "humour" of the Cloughs of this world, do not condemn and accuse as the denizens of religious cult do amongst the communities of the less enlightened and poorly educated; and never, ever turn your back on someone in need........................especially if he happens to be your brother.
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